bluesparkle
03-09-05, 13:51
hi...
ive not posted for a while but really needed to tell someone how i am feeling...
ive been doing really well lately...not had a particularly good summer but have faced each problem as it has come and got through it even been doing some more driving!!!
but today.... well i am so anxious and panicy...
i am going to the steam fair in about an hour and i am just in total panic but i dont know why...
i am taking my youngest who is well looking forward to it... I AM going to go... and i hope to come back later and say it was ok i just dont understand why i cant fight it today... i usually tell mr "p" to go away and when he realises im going to jfdi anyway he disapears.
my ex and a few others i know will be up there with the st john ambulance but im sure that isnt the reason for my panic as we are quite good friends. maybe i shouldnt look for a reason but it has just thrown me today...
well if you dont mind sending me some positive thoughts/vibes i will get on with it and get up there...
it does help so much being able to just write down how you feel and know that someone will read it and understand what it feels like...
thank you all so much for all the support you have given me...
rach
ive not posted for a while but really needed to tell someone how i am feeling...
ive been doing really well lately...not had a particularly good summer but have faced each problem as it has come and got through it even been doing some more driving!!!
but today.... well i am so anxious and panicy...
i am going to the steam fair in about an hour and i am just in total panic but i dont know why...
i am taking my youngest who is well looking forward to it... I AM going to go... and i hope to come back later and say it was ok i just dont understand why i cant fight it today... i usually tell mr "p" to go away and when he realises im going to jfdi anyway he disapears.
my ex and a few others i know will be up there with the st john ambulance but im sure that isnt the reason for my panic as we are quite good friends. maybe i shouldnt look for a reason but it has just thrown me today...
well if you dont mind sending me some positive thoughts/vibes i will get on with it and get up there...
it does help so much being able to just write down how you feel and know that someone will read it and understand what it feels like...
thank you all so much for all the support you have given me...
rach