Str33tb0y
10-06-09, 11:37
Well Ive had the most mad last week ever!.
last week Ive been offered a prmotion at work which I was so pleased about, really boosted my self confidence almost felt back to my old self again.
On monday just gone I had arranged an appointment to see the Mind in Richmond...this really hacked me off as when I arrived there (which is quite a treck for me) the woman had forgotten my appointment and already buggered off home....so for me Mind are really going down in my opinion! Couldnt beleive she did this, so I just thought stuff them for a game of soldiers if they cant keep a simple appointment I cant be bothered with em..
Yesterday I was contacted by a TV production company and invited for an auditition to be on TV!!!!. Its about a programme called the Dating Experiment...god knows whats going to be expected but I have this on Sunday...thing is I feel that good at the moment I reckon I can pull it off by at least attending!
As part of my recovery I have decided to do one thing a week which I wouldnt normally do, and it has to be something that really challenges my fear and my anxiety!. So I went for a male wax last night..the full BSC no less!
Well I thought this would really hurt and infact its just like someone pulling a plaster off your skin so not too bad really...only embarrasing thing was I couldnt keep the little fellah down whilst she was doing the initmate bits..I kept saying sorry but she said dont worry about it...it actually makes it easier!
Anyway I feel really confident about the huge steps I have made in the last week...no thanks to Mind...
Hope everyone is keeping well.
last week Ive been offered a prmotion at work which I was so pleased about, really boosted my self confidence almost felt back to my old self again.
On monday just gone I had arranged an appointment to see the Mind in Richmond...this really hacked me off as when I arrived there (which is quite a treck for me) the woman had forgotten my appointment and already buggered off home....so for me Mind are really going down in my opinion! Couldnt beleive she did this, so I just thought stuff them for a game of soldiers if they cant keep a simple appointment I cant be bothered with em..
Yesterday I was contacted by a TV production company and invited for an auditition to be on TV!!!!. Its about a programme called the Dating Experiment...god knows whats going to be expected but I have this on Sunday...thing is I feel that good at the moment I reckon I can pull it off by at least attending!
As part of my recovery I have decided to do one thing a week which I wouldnt normally do, and it has to be something that really challenges my fear and my anxiety!. So I went for a male wax last night..the full BSC no less!
Well I thought this would really hurt and infact its just like someone pulling a plaster off your skin so not too bad really...only embarrasing thing was I couldnt keep the little fellah down whilst she was doing the initmate bits..I kept saying sorry but she said dont worry about it...it actually makes it easier!
Anyway I feel really confident about the huge steps I have made in the last week...no thanks to Mind...
Hope everyone is keeping well.