phil06
10-06-09, 14:38
I've had two friendships end in the last week so feel a tad worried. It's a long background one was somebody I worked with but when the friendship had ended I had never seen her in about 2 years in person anyway but was no longer to continue MSN or text conversations.
My other friendship that ended was one for two years and I never seen them much anyway but spoke daily on MSN. I felt over the last few months they are causing me more bother than it's worth even though it does seem like "another thing lost".
It's like work I have been looking for a new job but can't instantly replace things. I mean on paper a few months back I identified things annoying me in life and these two people were one due to the lack of good friendship they gave or what I expected.
Basically my attitude is I only want to bother with people who bother with me. The last year I have had nothing but disappointment and let downs. I suffered extreme stress at one point due to a few issues. One was my work I went part time or I'd have been sacked or I'd have walked. Another was my driving lessons I had to change instructor as my confidence would have been knocked that bad I'd have gave up. The last two were these friendships. So I guess this was all positive then?
I'm worried in case it makes me desperate no immediate fix. I went on a date with a woman I never fancied much and she was into things I never agreed with so I worry I am losing the plot.
I just want to find my correct way in life. I feel good for chucking all these problems away and am actually relaxing more? If that makes sense however I'm stuck where to go next? Any advice it's all been alot to take in tacking these issues the last few months and I am just anxious at the moment.
I feel more able to make big choices now without being rash. Will next year be better? Can I be positive on it? :unsure:
My other friendship that ended was one for two years and I never seen them much anyway but spoke daily on MSN. I felt over the last few months they are causing me more bother than it's worth even though it does seem like "another thing lost".
It's like work I have been looking for a new job but can't instantly replace things. I mean on paper a few months back I identified things annoying me in life and these two people were one due to the lack of good friendship they gave or what I expected.
Basically my attitude is I only want to bother with people who bother with me. The last year I have had nothing but disappointment and let downs. I suffered extreme stress at one point due to a few issues. One was my work I went part time or I'd have been sacked or I'd have walked. Another was my driving lessons I had to change instructor as my confidence would have been knocked that bad I'd have gave up. The last two were these friendships. So I guess this was all positive then?
I'm worried in case it makes me desperate no immediate fix. I went on a date with a woman I never fancied much and she was into things I never agreed with so I worry I am losing the plot.
I just want to find my correct way in life. I feel good for chucking all these problems away and am actually relaxing more? If that makes sense however I'm stuck where to go next? Any advice it's all been alot to take in tacking these issues the last few months and I am just anxious at the moment.
I feel more able to make big choices now without being rash. Will next year be better? Can I be positive on it? :unsure: