Tash_Smith
04-09-05, 20:11
Hi all
I just wanted to post to have a bit of a moan really.
I have been having PA's for nearly 3 weeks now. I have never experienced them before in my life.
Anyway, I am due to start my college course on Tuesday as I want to be a Midwife, but I'm not going now. I really can't these attacks are getting worse I can barely leave the house.
On the day of my first PA I was driving home from an accupuncture session for a bad back. Last week my husband took me back for another session and I was panicing like mad, it got so bad that my accupuncturist suggested that I try again this week, but I am terrified and that is what isn't helping, although he says he can cure my PA's.
I am gutted, if things carry on like this I will never get to go to my little boy's school plays or anything. To make matters worse Josh has lots of allergies and last night he was ill again and we had to take him to hospital. I am so scared I will lose him one day and that fuels my PA's. Also Rob (hubby) is away on a course this week and I am so scared of being on my own. He has been a great support to me lately and I am really going to miss him.
I have worked my butt off to get onto this college course and now I can't go, I am so upset I just want to constantly cry.
I'm sorry if I bored you all but I raelly needed to get this off my chest.
Thanks for listening
Tash xx
Mum to Josh and wife to Rob.
I just wanted to post to have a bit of a moan really.
I have been having PA's for nearly 3 weeks now. I have never experienced them before in my life.
Anyway, I am due to start my college course on Tuesday as I want to be a Midwife, but I'm not going now. I really can't these attacks are getting worse I can barely leave the house.
On the day of my first PA I was driving home from an accupuncture session for a bad back. Last week my husband took me back for another session and I was panicing like mad, it got so bad that my accupuncturist suggested that I try again this week, but I am terrified and that is what isn't helping, although he says he can cure my PA's.
I am gutted, if things carry on like this I will never get to go to my little boy's school plays or anything. To make matters worse Josh has lots of allergies and last night he was ill again and we had to take him to hospital. I am so scared I will lose him one day and that fuels my PA's. Also Rob (hubby) is away on a course this week and I am so scared of being on my own. He has been a great support to me lately and I am really going to miss him.
I have worked my butt off to get onto this college course and now I can't go, I am so upset I just want to constantly cry.
I'm sorry if I bored you all but I raelly needed to get this off my chest.
Thanks for listening
Tash xx
Mum to Josh and wife to Rob.