spacebunnyx
14-06-09, 19:15
I am really starting to get stressed out now and am really worried I'm on the verge of another "episode" where I can't function for weeks/months. I am having a dodgy mole biopsied this week and I just want it out! I feel so worried and really don't know what to do. I don't take meds and don't want to go to the dr's to say I am really anxious.
I feel like there's a horrible dark cloud that is always there and I am incapable of thinking about anything other than the fact that I am so scared I've got something wrong with me and I am going to die!
In the past I've been so bad with HA that I've begged my parents to take me to hospital so that I can be knocked out - and thats what I want now.. to be knocked out until I have my results and am told i'm fine.
urrgghhh!!! this is hell.
Jess xxx
I feel like there's a horrible dark cloud that is always there and I am incapable of thinking about anything other than the fact that I am so scared I've got something wrong with me and I am going to die!
In the past I've been so bad with HA that I've begged my parents to take me to hospital so that I can be knocked out - and thats what I want now.. to be knocked out until I have my results and am told i'm fine.
urrgghhh!!! this is hell.
Jess xxx