NyGirl
25-06-09, 15:47
Hey everyone,
Im Gia, 25 from NY, just signed up for this website two mins ago after battling health aniexty issues for the past few months. They seemed to come out of no where when I had a staph infection in my belly button. Ever since then I have become worried about everything.
The thing thats bothering me most today is for the past two months I would say, I have had a slight dull/achy throbbing feeling in both armpits. The feeling comes and goes but I feel it almost everyday. I have a slight lump in booth when I was sick around two months ago but they came and went within a week. Now Im obbsessed with the thought it was swollen lypmph nodes. Im terrified of HIV/Cancer. I cant get the thought out of my head. I (stupidly) google everything which only makes it so much worse. I have nothing that apperas to be abnormal from looking at it, and Im not even sure they are swollen. Would I be able to tell if they were? Im gonig to the doc sat mornign and cant wait until then. I would love to hear fro manyone if they ever expericaned this before. PS- im not ready to take an HIV test. Im terrified of results and will one day just not today. I wish I had the courage to. I have no other sympoms but those, but its really freaking me out and I cant stand the constant thoughts all day everydy. Thans for reading and any insight is grealty apprecited. I would just love someone to talk to that would understand. :hugs:
Im Gia, 25 from NY, just signed up for this website two mins ago after battling health aniexty issues for the past few months. They seemed to come out of no where when I had a staph infection in my belly button. Ever since then I have become worried about everything.
The thing thats bothering me most today is for the past two months I would say, I have had a slight dull/achy throbbing feeling in both armpits. The feeling comes and goes but I feel it almost everyday. I have a slight lump in booth when I was sick around two months ago but they came and went within a week. Now Im obbsessed with the thought it was swollen lypmph nodes. Im terrified of HIV/Cancer. I cant get the thought out of my head. I (stupidly) google everything which only makes it so much worse. I have nothing that apperas to be abnormal from looking at it, and Im not even sure they are swollen. Would I be able to tell if they were? Im gonig to the doc sat mornign and cant wait until then. I would love to hear fro manyone if they ever expericaned this before. PS- im not ready to take an HIV test. Im terrified of results and will one day just not today. I wish I had the courage to. I have no other sympoms but those, but its really freaking me out and I cant stand the constant thoughts all day everydy. Thans for reading and any insight is grealty apprecited. I would just love someone to talk to that would understand. :hugs: