hayley3
28-06-09, 19:32
hi my name is hayley, i am 23 and have 2 children and an amazing boyfriend but he just dont get my panic attacks
my boys are 2 nearly 3 and my other boy is 2mts, i have been suffering from panic attacks now for 2 years or so,
they are getting worse every day and my doctors are useless i have tried tablets and they made me worse, everytime i go back to the doctors that keep fobing me off, oh your too depressed its not the right time to have councilling the latest one was its too soon after having a baby, useless
i just dont know what to do anymore i am convinced i cant go through another one, my mum is fed up with them she is getting anoyed with me when i phone her when i get them in the middle of the night, and my boyfriend works away so is never here, but he too just gets angry at me when i have one and saysw they are stupid
panic attacks run my life everywhere i go i have a panic attack, i dont socialise anymore, i cant even have a drink thats probably the worse thing ever, i see all my friends going out drinking and having fun and i just cant, i feel im losing everyone around me, its just a count down till i lose my boyfriend, im no fun anymore, i just dont know what tgo do, i just want to stop feeling like this and forget about all the negative thoughts and what could go wrong and live each day happily, i dont think im depressed i just panic about having panic attacks and my body naturally bring on them, i cant control them
my boys are 2 nearly 3 and my other boy is 2mts, i have been suffering from panic attacks now for 2 years or so,
they are getting worse every day and my doctors are useless i have tried tablets and they made me worse, everytime i go back to the doctors that keep fobing me off, oh your too depressed its not the right time to have councilling the latest one was its too soon after having a baby, useless
i just dont know what to do anymore i am convinced i cant go through another one, my mum is fed up with them she is getting anoyed with me when i phone her when i get them in the middle of the night, and my boyfriend works away so is never here, but he too just gets angry at me when i have one and saysw they are stupid
panic attacks run my life everywhere i go i have a panic attack, i dont socialise anymore, i cant even have a drink thats probably the worse thing ever, i see all my friends going out drinking and having fun and i just cant, i feel im losing everyone around me, its just a count down till i lose my boyfriend, im no fun anymore, i just dont know what tgo do, i just want to stop feeling like this and forget about all the negative thoughts and what could go wrong and live each day happily, i dont think im depressed i just panic about having panic attacks and my body naturally bring on them, i cant control them