redballoons
28-06-09, 21:27
hi
I just need some opinions is this over reacting or is it a real concern.
This is a bit embarassing but I have a lump just outside my anus. At first I thought it was a heammaroid (dont know how to spell that) but then it formed a giant (!) head and burst leaked pus and blood everywhere.
the thing is that happened for the first time about 6 months ago, then again 3 months ago and it has happened twice in the last 6 weeks - now this evening i have felt the same lump under my skin the thing is obviously coming back AGAIN.
I have a docs appointment at the end of the week for a routine thing but it will probably be gone again by then so i wondered whether to try and get an appointment for tomorrow or if it is just a boil and leave it.
I hate going to the doctors and i feel like I am always there although it is rarely for me mostly my kids.
Also for some stupid reason recently I hae developed this stupid anxiety about anyone touching me etc "down there" and Im guessing they might want to see it. It makes sex even with my husband who i have been with for 10 years a bit scarely let alone some random doctor staring at my bottom lump!
if tihs was you what would you do ?
I made the mistake of googling this - big mistake never google anything with lump or pus in the name.
sophie
I just need some opinions is this over reacting or is it a real concern.
This is a bit embarassing but I have a lump just outside my anus. At first I thought it was a heammaroid (dont know how to spell that) but then it formed a giant (!) head and burst leaked pus and blood everywhere.
the thing is that happened for the first time about 6 months ago, then again 3 months ago and it has happened twice in the last 6 weeks - now this evening i have felt the same lump under my skin the thing is obviously coming back AGAIN.
I have a docs appointment at the end of the week for a routine thing but it will probably be gone again by then so i wondered whether to try and get an appointment for tomorrow or if it is just a boil and leave it.
I hate going to the doctors and i feel like I am always there although it is rarely for me mostly my kids.
Also for some stupid reason recently I hae developed this stupid anxiety about anyone touching me etc "down there" and Im guessing they might want to see it. It makes sex even with my husband who i have been with for 10 years a bit scarely let alone some random doctor staring at my bottom lump!
if tihs was you what would you do ?
I made the mistake of googling this - big mistake never google anything with lump or pus in the name.
sophie