Kraggy
01-07-09, 09:13
Soo, Its been quite some time since I last was here, I've been doing great really. Felt pretty good the past days and barely anxious at all.
I wanted to help out someone here who was afraid and full of confidence decided to do a little google for good news for said person!
Big Mistake...Since I had the same stuff in the past and I was quite relaxed about it not beeing anything bad I just clicked the first said and got a list infront of my face with "it can be Scary disease X & scary disease X", I read the word "Lymphoma" and BWAM...I got the hole on the stomach feeling again, started to feel nervous and well, think pretty much everyone knows the rest..
So now I am afraid again that I have Lymphoma "C".. (Swollen Lymph Nodes on the jaw started bothering me again, although I've been relaxed about em for the past weeks...)
Guess it is another lesson learned...Even if you are convinced your cured, dont google or be prepared to drop down to the bottom again... *Sigh*
Its probably just a temporary fear, and im wacking myself across the head saying that its nothing and I should snap out of it already, But peolpe be sure to learn a lesson from this, Even though your cured, Googling is like injecting HA right back into you again! ^^
:bighug1:
Heh, even just typing a little story here has already made me feel a bit better! ^^
I wanted to help out someone here who was afraid and full of confidence decided to do a little google for good news for said person!
Big Mistake...Since I had the same stuff in the past and I was quite relaxed about it not beeing anything bad I just clicked the first said and got a list infront of my face with "it can be Scary disease X & scary disease X", I read the word "Lymphoma" and BWAM...I got the hole on the stomach feeling again, started to feel nervous and well, think pretty much everyone knows the rest..
So now I am afraid again that I have Lymphoma "C".. (Swollen Lymph Nodes on the jaw started bothering me again, although I've been relaxed about em for the past weeks...)
Guess it is another lesson learned...Even if you are convinced your cured, dont google or be prepared to drop down to the bottom again... *Sigh*
Its probably just a temporary fear, and im wacking myself across the head saying that its nothing and I should snap out of it already, But peolpe be sure to learn a lesson from this, Even though your cured, Googling is like injecting HA right back into you again! ^^
:bighug1:
Heh, even just typing a little story here has already made me feel a bit better! ^^