Calmcat
03-07-09, 13:38
Hi All
Its been a while since I was on here and I was doing quite well keeping calm and anxiety free each day. I am working ang living 200 miles from all my friends and family and I have still not settled in so i am looking for a job to move home.
Things were bearable but in the last 6 weeks a couple of horrible things have happened and I am starting to wake up anious in a state of panic and I am scared its going to spiral.
Our beloved family cat died last month and I am heartbroken. I was coping until friday when i was driving to see my family as I do every weekend and a woman worte my car off with me in it, so now I am in pain with my back and I have no car. It was worth very little I won't be able to replace it without cost, i can get it back and fix it but its still expensive and load sof stress. The car is my lifeline to get home at weekends.
Basically all the stress has got me and I am starting to feel aniety more frequently and I'm scared all the panic and anxiety will come back again- its happened twice in the past (one was the first time it happened 5 years ago and one a recurrence 2 years ago after a relationship break up) and both times I took citalopram which worked but I really don't want to be away from all my loved ones with no transport.
I would normally go for a run to combat these symptoms but I can't due to my back. I've seen my GP and she was lovely but I don't want to take the medicine and commit to 6 months of taking it. I hope this is just a blip but you all know how frightening it is and how once you start to worry you can't stop very easily and the general anxiety gets you.
I feel a bit better letting it out but any advice or support would be such a help.
Thanks everyone.
Its been a while since I was on here and I was doing quite well keeping calm and anxiety free each day. I am working ang living 200 miles from all my friends and family and I have still not settled in so i am looking for a job to move home.
Things were bearable but in the last 6 weeks a couple of horrible things have happened and I am starting to wake up anious in a state of panic and I am scared its going to spiral.
Our beloved family cat died last month and I am heartbroken. I was coping until friday when i was driving to see my family as I do every weekend and a woman worte my car off with me in it, so now I am in pain with my back and I have no car. It was worth very little I won't be able to replace it without cost, i can get it back and fix it but its still expensive and load sof stress. The car is my lifeline to get home at weekends.
Basically all the stress has got me and I am starting to feel aniety more frequently and I'm scared all the panic and anxiety will come back again- its happened twice in the past (one was the first time it happened 5 years ago and one a recurrence 2 years ago after a relationship break up) and both times I took citalopram which worked but I really don't want to be away from all my loved ones with no transport.
I would normally go for a run to combat these symptoms but I can't due to my back. I've seen my GP and she was lovely but I don't want to take the medicine and commit to 6 months of taking it. I hope this is just a blip but you all know how frightening it is and how once you start to worry you can't stop very easily and the general anxiety gets you.
I feel a bit better letting it out but any advice or support would be such a help.
Thanks everyone.