Elaine1
13-09-05, 16:50
Today has to be up there with the worst!
Woke having had reasonable hours sleep (woke up once).
Managed to get the children up and off to school with help from hubby. Got myself ready for work, drove to work, got in the building and fell apart in OHD. Thank god someone was there.
My breathing was laboured, shaking, found it hard to string a sentence together etc.
She talked me round, but said to go home. I didn't really want to and said initially I would stay, but soon realised too tearful to cope, so came home.
It really seems to be one step forward and two backward. Totally frustrating. I hate not being able to control my emotions. Where has my strength gone?
Has any one else found themselves in this sort of situation?
Elaine
Woke having had reasonable hours sleep (woke up once).
Managed to get the children up and off to school with help from hubby. Got myself ready for work, drove to work, got in the building and fell apart in OHD. Thank god someone was there.
My breathing was laboured, shaking, found it hard to string a sentence together etc.
She talked me round, but said to go home. I didn't really want to and said initially I would stay, but soon realised too tearful to cope, so came home.
It really seems to be one step forward and two backward. Totally frustrating. I hate not being able to control my emotions. Where has my strength gone?
Has any one else found themselves in this sort of situation?
Elaine