lonely
09-07-09, 13:21
i really really hope soo, went to gp checkup appointment with other gp mine away, and i requested to see a dietician for my eating problems, as i went to eating disorder clinic yesterday and hated it it wasn't for me, let alone the nightmare journey, they didnt do my dietician referral i wanted, but i still have the number from a few years back,
they phoned the clinic (which is actaully just another gp surgery :wacko: ) just mile and miles away, and spoke to them, they on about ohh if she dont want to come we rearrange another date for next week :wacko: so i sat getting more worked up and in tears i couldn't breathe, my app was 9.30am i waited for the f2 gp i had to speak with other gp,
i asked if i could have a drink supplement to help not sure if get it though as nothing was on my prescription unless they have order it and wait?
i kept saying i didn't want to go back to this place, even though they say i can use patient transport, i hated it yesterday sitting there looking at anorexic people and seeing how they were in reception
the f2 then said i could go and let me go in such a state that i only got 2 gp doors away and broke down in tears outside a storage room and stood in corner, unable to breath through crying, a nurse came out of room opposite and saw me asked if i was ok i said yes, when they came back they said no your not ok have you seen a doctor said yes, they took me in there room for bit to try calm me down, said i shouldn't of been allowed to leave in such a state
i mentioned about things and they understood more, saying they think its the pressure being put on me by them thats making me worse, and i can always see them for a chat if i needed as they have keen interest in the area of concern i am in and see a similiar patient
i explained i had been frightened into going to eating dis... place in first place by pshychiatrist who said if i drop to this weight id be admitted, which he cannot really do looking at things but i was frightened
i see my regular gp monday and will mention i saw the nurse practitioner and if it is ok if i keep a food diary of progress and see her rather then go to the eating disorder place, with it being there main interest area
if i hadn't have stopped in that corner where no one else could see me i maybe wouldn't have had this chance
they phoned the clinic (which is actaully just another gp surgery :wacko: ) just mile and miles away, and spoke to them, they on about ohh if she dont want to come we rearrange another date for next week :wacko: so i sat getting more worked up and in tears i couldn't breathe, my app was 9.30am i waited for the f2 gp i had to speak with other gp,
i asked if i could have a drink supplement to help not sure if get it though as nothing was on my prescription unless they have order it and wait?
i kept saying i didn't want to go back to this place, even though they say i can use patient transport, i hated it yesterday sitting there looking at anorexic people and seeing how they were in reception
the f2 then said i could go and let me go in such a state that i only got 2 gp doors away and broke down in tears outside a storage room and stood in corner, unable to breath through crying, a nurse came out of room opposite and saw me asked if i was ok i said yes, when they came back they said no your not ok have you seen a doctor said yes, they took me in there room for bit to try calm me down, said i shouldn't of been allowed to leave in such a state
i mentioned about things and they understood more, saying they think its the pressure being put on me by them thats making me worse, and i can always see them for a chat if i needed as they have keen interest in the area of concern i am in and see a similiar patient
i explained i had been frightened into going to eating dis... place in first place by pshychiatrist who said if i drop to this weight id be admitted, which he cannot really do looking at things but i was frightened
i see my regular gp monday and will mention i saw the nurse practitioner and if it is ok if i keep a food diary of progress and see her rather then go to the eating disorder place, with it being there main interest area
if i hadn't have stopped in that corner where no one else could see me i maybe wouldn't have had this chance