magicstick
09-07-09, 18:33
Firstly a bit about my background.
I've always had a lack of confidence, and having gone to an all male school never found the confidence to talk to women and would avoid it at all costs. Having gone to university I did come out of my shell a bit and make some great female friends but was still unable to build up a sexual relationship.
So anyway, about 6 months ago I ended up going out and gettin very drunk which led to me going back with a homosexual guy despite having no desire to be with men and having always been straight who I had protected anal sex with and received unprotected oral sex but did not ejaculate.
Ever since this event, I have been worried sick that about having contraced a viral disease from him. I have been constantly ill with cold like symptons, fatigue and painful chest, back etc especially this last month.
I have recently met a girl who I have really deep feelings for and I know very soon she is going to want to have sex with me, the very thought of this has made me so ill this week, I've not been able to sleep and feel absolutely drained. I have booked a HIV test for next week so I can finnaly know the truth, but I have never been so worried in my life.
Please give me some support guys!
I've always had a lack of confidence, and having gone to an all male school never found the confidence to talk to women and would avoid it at all costs. Having gone to university I did come out of my shell a bit and make some great female friends but was still unable to build up a sexual relationship.
So anyway, about 6 months ago I ended up going out and gettin very drunk which led to me going back with a homosexual guy despite having no desire to be with men and having always been straight who I had protected anal sex with and received unprotected oral sex but did not ejaculate.
Ever since this event, I have been worried sick that about having contraced a viral disease from him. I have been constantly ill with cold like symptons, fatigue and painful chest, back etc especially this last month.
I have recently met a girl who I have really deep feelings for and I know very soon she is going to want to have sex with me, the very thought of this has made me so ill this week, I've not been able to sleep and feel absolutely drained. I have booked a HIV test for next week so I can finnaly know the truth, but I have never been so worried in my life.
Please give me some support guys!