SINGLE_DADDY
09-07-09, 20:26
My name is Bo and I am 34 years old. I live in Atlanta Ga.(USA) I am a divorced single daddy with 2 daughters ages 11 and 8. I have been suffering panic attacks and terrible anxiety since 2003 when my (ex)wife left us. It all went away after about 5 years but has recently come back and worse than ever. I feel like I will die anyday. I was diagnosed with Hypothyroidism back in March. I am on Synthroid for that. But I cannot seem to shake the thought that something else is wrong. I have had my heart completely checked and have been told it was healthy and this was by one of the top Cardio Docs in Georgia. I always have a worry, or a dread, I have chest pains alot and dizzy spells. Sometimes I get minor earaches and my armpits hurt. I have been to 3 doctors and they all say I am just a worry wart. But I try to explain to them its not funny when you wake up at 3am tingling and having the sensation that you are about to die. I am also taking Buspar and it only make me sick to my stomach. My little girls need me as I am their mommy and daddy but I just cannot kick the thought that something is wrong with me and I will die soon. These worries keep me up all night and I just feel so sick and so unhappy all the time. I am sorry I got so long winded but I need to know what is wrong with me. If I dont I am gonna lose my mind. I just dont feel like a normal person anymore