bab
13-07-09, 09:46
Hi all
Sorry to moan and even if no one reads this ill prob feel better for getting it off my chest.
I feel like a broken person, I mean mentally im so sick of not being normal i wish there was a machine that could swipe the brain clean, i just know ill never be fixed. im scared of my own shadow - i find life hard but the altenative is too scary and i dont want that either. i wish i had never gone on medication but i know ill be on them forever. I am stuck in this limbo of getting through each day and surviving but not enjoying - how can we get cured?
Sorry to moan and even if no one reads this ill prob feel better for getting it off my chest.
I feel like a broken person, I mean mentally im so sick of not being normal i wish there was a machine that could swipe the brain clean, i just know ill never be fixed. im scared of my own shadow - i find life hard but the altenative is too scary and i dont want that either. i wish i had never gone on medication but i know ill be on them forever. I am stuck in this limbo of getting through each day and surviving but not enjoying - how can we get cured?