Funky Mum
13-07-09, 11:57
Health anxiety bought me to the site but now I'm wondering if I'm more depressed.
I had a panic attack which bought on the HA but I don't seem to worry the same way other people do, I don't worry about symptoms or diseases I just get to the evening when its quiet and then I just feel anxious and have a feeling of dread and doom, but I can't quite put my finger on it. Death frightens me and I worry because I have young children and I feel depressed about getting old (40 this year :weep: )
I've just had a good cry because I feel so down, and it took me ages to go to sleep last night then I was woken at 5.30am by my son going to work and then I couldn't get back to sleep.
I don't have any family near by so its just be and my toddler all day, and I don't really have friends to have a coffee with - just school gate chat, so I'm starnig at the same walls all day.
I'm upping my exercise to lose weight and also to help how I feel but that in itself is hard to do and I feel so overwhelmed by it all. A small town doesn't offer many places to go :unsure:
I've now rung my dr and will speak to him this afternoon, but on the phone I usually sound quite bright - its a flaw of mine :D Phoning in sick at work was always hard when I sounded bright as a button but felt at death's door.
Anyway just wanted to say hello and feel like I was actually talking to another adult :blush:
I had a panic attack which bought on the HA but I don't seem to worry the same way other people do, I don't worry about symptoms or diseases I just get to the evening when its quiet and then I just feel anxious and have a feeling of dread and doom, but I can't quite put my finger on it. Death frightens me and I worry because I have young children and I feel depressed about getting old (40 this year :weep: )
I've just had a good cry because I feel so down, and it took me ages to go to sleep last night then I was woken at 5.30am by my son going to work and then I couldn't get back to sleep.
I don't have any family near by so its just be and my toddler all day, and I don't really have friends to have a coffee with - just school gate chat, so I'm starnig at the same walls all day.
I'm upping my exercise to lose weight and also to help how I feel but that in itself is hard to do and I feel so overwhelmed by it all. A small town doesn't offer many places to go :unsure:
I've now rung my dr and will speak to him this afternoon, but on the phone I usually sound quite bright - its a flaw of mine :D Phoning in sick at work was always hard when I sounded bright as a button but felt at death's door.
Anyway just wanted to say hello and feel like I was actually talking to another adult :blush: