wish
19-07-09, 03:12
I gave up
Only to reach higher than before
I hid away
Only to re-emerge with a new purpose
I died
To be reborn
A bird on a wave
waves of colours,
Squalling emotions
Haunting dreams
Time pushes me
Lost and helpless
A ragdoll it seems
I've shed myself
a thousand times
I'm crying inside
But I savour the pain
I build myself again
And again
My face is a work in progress
I struggle alone in the storm
words stumble and fall
As I reach across stifling seas -
It's hard to share
It's hard to believe
So I wonder about you
And at the reason for such boundaries.
Note: I wish I still felt like this. I don't, which is strange. The girl who wrote this was so much more hopeful. It's almost surreal reading this back, yet it was written only last year.
Only to reach higher than before
I hid away
Only to re-emerge with a new purpose
I died
To be reborn
A bird on a wave
waves of colours,
Squalling emotions
Haunting dreams
Time pushes me
Lost and helpless
A ragdoll it seems
I've shed myself
a thousand times
I'm crying inside
But I savour the pain
I build myself again
And again
My face is a work in progress
I struggle alone in the storm
words stumble and fall
As I reach across stifling seas -
It's hard to share
It's hard to believe
So I wonder about you
And at the reason for such boundaries.
Note: I wish I still felt like this. I don't, which is strange. The girl who wrote this was so much more hopeful. It's almost surreal reading this back, yet it was written only last year.