Ryanthegunner
26-07-09, 17:32
Right, i had bad anxiety that start like 4 weeks ago now, it was proper bad for 2 weeks, then its got a bit better. But i think the OCD side is constantly worrying me. No matter what i do i wonder if im weird. I keep relating my self to crimnals and think to things which could make me that. I constantly think i will be a crimnal mainly a peadophille or a murderer and it just wont go.
I keep thinking maybe its not OCD maybe im messed up in the head. Im taking 5HTP tablets now, i dont know if they will help but im going to try.
Its messing me up, whatever i do now i worry about and end up searching on google is ".... .. ... " normal. Im constanty thinking im not normal and im a freak even though the things that i think make me are, are completely normal.
I just cant seem to go a few hours with being the normal me. I just want to stop worrying, stop thinking im going to die, stop thinking im going to become a crimnal, stop worrying i will never find a gf etc.
Please help me if you can
I keep thinking maybe its not OCD maybe im messed up in the head. Im taking 5HTP tablets now, i dont know if they will help but im going to try.
Its messing me up, whatever i do now i worry about and end up searching on google is ".... .. ... " normal. Im constanty thinking im not normal and im a freak even though the things that i think make me are, are completely normal.
I just cant seem to go a few hours with being the normal me. I just want to stop worrying, stop thinking im going to die, stop thinking im going to become a crimnal, stop worrying i will never find a gf etc.
Please help me if you can