rozza
27-09-05, 10:53
I've been coming on this site now for a month or so. I had started to feel a bit better regarding my anxiety around intrusive and unwelcome thoughts and I am definately not having so many I'm just feeling even more down and generally anxious now.
I'm supposed to be going to Liverpool today to go to uni, something I do every Tuesday but don't seem to be able to motivate myself to get going, it's a 1 1/2 hr trip by train and I just don't think I can sit on the train alone for that long today, normally it doesn't really bother me. I'm feeling a bit shaky and I just want to go back to bed and pull the covers over my head.
I have some work to do for tomorrow as well at work, so I suppose I must be a bit stressed out but it drives me mad, I just want to feel right and be able to do the things I need to.
I also met a bloke on a night out at the weekend and it seems so daft because I know I deserve a nice bloke but I've avoided getting into anything for so long because of how I feel it's making me even more nervous! Grrrrrr!
Anybody got any advice?
Ta Roz xxx
'All I want is to be normally insane' Marlon Brando
I'm supposed to be going to Liverpool today to go to uni, something I do every Tuesday but don't seem to be able to motivate myself to get going, it's a 1 1/2 hr trip by train and I just don't think I can sit on the train alone for that long today, normally it doesn't really bother me. I'm feeling a bit shaky and I just want to go back to bed and pull the covers over my head.
I have some work to do for tomorrow as well at work, so I suppose I must be a bit stressed out but it drives me mad, I just want to feel right and be able to do the things I need to.
I also met a bloke on a night out at the weekend and it seems so daft because I know I deserve a nice bloke but I've avoided getting into anything for so long because of how I feel it's making me even more nervous! Grrrrrr!
Anybody got any advice?
Ta Roz xxx
'All I want is to be normally insane' Marlon Brando