Kraggy
12-08-09, 05:20
Heya all, Its me, once again here for reassurance ^^
I was just watching some tv, when for some reason I though. "Hrmsh. why is my upper lip feeling weird". Not really a really anoying feeling, but still that subtle feeling like something is there.
I decided to feel with my tongue and felt a tiny lump, just before that thin line that connects your upper lip and gums.
I got that increase of heartbeat and hole in the stomach feeling right away, and rushed to the mirror to have a look, where I spotted a little red lump, its really small, hard and I can pull it off the lip by a very small distance, it feels pretty mobile but thats probably because of the soft lip tissue, its not really inside the lip, but more laying ontop of that soft wet skin..
Back when my HA first started & I still googled alot I saw pictures of Oral Cancer, and some also looked like red lumps :<
I guess my current main fear is Oral Cancer, because last week I was here aswell, with a numb feeling at another part of my mouth..
Anyway..do any people happen to have some reassuring words? :(
Kind regards,
Kraggy :bighug1:
Edit: Bah, Just tried making a doctors appointment...but I got the msg machine saying Blablabla Vacation Period Closed blablabla...They got a spare number in case of emergency, but I doubt "Another Hypochondriac that needs a lump checked up" is concidered an emergency..
I was just watching some tv, when for some reason I though. "Hrmsh. why is my upper lip feeling weird". Not really a really anoying feeling, but still that subtle feeling like something is there.
I decided to feel with my tongue and felt a tiny lump, just before that thin line that connects your upper lip and gums.
I got that increase of heartbeat and hole in the stomach feeling right away, and rushed to the mirror to have a look, where I spotted a little red lump, its really small, hard and I can pull it off the lip by a very small distance, it feels pretty mobile but thats probably because of the soft lip tissue, its not really inside the lip, but more laying ontop of that soft wet skin..
Back when my HA first started & I still googled alot I saw pictures of Oral Cancer, and some also looked like red lumps :<
I guess my current main fear is Oral Cancer, because last week I was here aswell, with a numb feeling at another part of my mouth..
Anyway..do any people happen to have some reassuring words? :(
Kind regards,
Kraggy :bighug1:
Edit: Bah, Just tried making a doctors appointment...but I got the msg machine saying Blablabla Vacation Period Closed blablabla...They got a spare number in case of emergency, but I doubt "Another Hypochondriac that needs a lump checked up" is concidered an emergency..