shotokansho
15-08-09, 11:58
Hello Everyone.
I have been taking 10mg of Cipralex for three days (taking my forth tonight). I have been on these tablets before, which was around 3-4 years ago. Things have gone downhill for me recently, hence the reason for going back on them. I cannot describe how frightened i am, my anxiety has trippled since taking them and i feel all alone. Last night a thought came into my head that i was going to kill myself. I don't know weather this was because i had read this in the leaflet, or if i had just read a newspaper article that a girl had killed herself, thus setting it off in my mind.
After this thought sheer terror swept over me and i had to have my ex partner over to stay with me cos i was so scared of being alone and doing something stupid. Is this just my anx taking over? My mind playing tricks on me? Other than feeling a little nervous and a little nausious i have had no other symptoms and i was beginning to think that the meds were well adjusted to me. Then that happened last night.
I woke up this morning with those thoughts no longer bothering me too much. I am still thinking about it but maybe thats just my anx cos i was so scared and i am worrying about it happening again. Of course it's the weekend now and there is no-one i can call if things go bad, my friend is working all weekend and there is no-one i can stay with or have stay here.
I have no idea what to do next, i don't know wheather to take my 4th pill tonight or wait for them to wear off and not take anymore.
If i am on my 4th pill when will the side effects come and go and should i be worried about what i went through last night? I am in such a low mood now and i really don't know what to do. I am here alone with my boys, i'm finding it so hard. I don't remember it being like this when i took them years ago. Please help, i am scared.
Kerry xx
I have been taking 10mg of Cipralex for three days (taking my forth tonight). I have been on these tablets before, which was around 3-4 years ago. Things have gone downhill for me recently, hence the reason for going back on them. I cannot describe how frightened i am, my anxiety has trippled since taking them and i feel all alone. Last night a thought came into my head that i was going to kill myself. I don't know weather this was because i had read this in the leaflet, or if i had just read a newspaper article that a girl had killed herself, thus setting it off in my mind.
After this thought sheer terror swept over me and i had to have my ex partner over to stay with me cos i was so scared of being alone and doing something stupid. Is this just my anx taking over? My mind playing tricks on me? Other than feeling a little nervous and a little nausious i have had no other symptoms and i was beginning to think that the meds were well adjusted to me. Then that happened last night.
I woke up this morning with those thoughts no longer bothering me too much. I am still thinking about it but maybe thats just my anx cos i was so scared and i am worrying about it happening again. Of course it's the weekend now and there is no-one i can call if things go bad, my friend is working all weekend and there is no-one i can stay with or have stay here.
I have no idea what to do next, i don't know wheather to take my 4th pill tonight or wait for them to wear off and not take anymore.
If i am on my 4th pill when will the side effects come and go and should i be worried about what i went through last night? I am in such a low mood now and i really don't know what to do. I am here alone with my boys, i'm finding it so hard. I don't remember it being like this when i took them years ago. Please help, i am scared.
Kerry xx