im so fed up :( of living with this fear

[sweetypie]

i cant take this fear any more its killing me slowly each day i watch my self taking different pills washing my hands taking vitamins mixing all my pills its getting me down because i was the girl what would never touch a pill i was always so scared to take somthing but now il grap owt whatt might make me feel better how can emetophobia cause u to be so differnt im sick of waking up in the morning same thoughts same days not bonding with my two beatifull girls
i feel as if iv let them down
i begged the doctor for more pills somthing to help me sleep so i dont suffer much
this fear is awfull i just want it to end :(

[nomorepanic]

Have you thought about getting some CBT help for this?

Things obviously won't go away on their own so it seems to me that you need to get some professional help with it.

Maybe even some Hypnotherapy.

[sweetypie]

im aving cbt atm but only had 4 sessions and its not going to well
iv tried hypnotherapy it worked but cudnt afford it :(

[belle]

Why do you take all the pills? Are they antidepressants?

[Thumbelina]

yes - too many different pills an cause extra anxiety to you

it did to me - gave me worse anxiety then before

[sweetypie]

im taking one pill for hearing voices and manic depression
one for depression
then a anti sickness
and codeine

and beechams

im dependent on them

[gypsywomen]

beechams what do they do

[sweetypie]

nothing really there for cold a flu but i take um

[gypsywomen]

do you take them to ward of flu they can upset your tum:bighug1: