SamanthaAU
20-08-09, 13:55
Its been almost 12 months since I have been a member of this wonderful and supportive website.
Its been 12 months since I crashed into the unforgiving world of Health Anxiety.
And it has taken me 12 months to feel like I am getting somewhere. To feel like I can shout to the world that I feel like I am getting better. That I can put my health problems (whether real or not) into some kind of persepective.
And it has taken me 1 hour to go crashing back into this world after finding a result on a test I had that no one has ever mentioned to me. Of course I have started panicing and dread going back into this world of unrelenting worry. I can't do it again, I won't do it again.
But I can feel it dragging me back under and it is SO scary. What a difference 24 hours can make.:weep:
Its been 12 months since I crashed into the unforgiving world of Health Anxiety.
And it has taken me 12 months to feel like I am getting somewhere. To feel like I can shout to the world that I feel like I am getting better. That I can put my health problems (whether real or not) into some kind of persepective.
And it has taken me 1 hour to go crashing back into this world after finding a result on a test I had that no one has ever mentioned to me. Of course I have started panicing and dread going back into this world of unrelenting worry. I can't do it again, I won't do it again.
But I can feel it dragging me back under and it is SO scary. What a difference 24 hours can make.:weep: