sophielou
21-08-09, 02:04
hiya, im new to this site so hello!
im struggling a bit at the moment so im hoping this site will help a bit?
im 20 and have been taking 10mg cipralex for a couple of years now after being through tons of therapy and what not. i have self harm problems, depression & anxiety.
at first the tablets were AMAZING i felt 'normal' again. although after a break up and alot of changes in my life (including being diagnosed with epilepsy) ui had a bit more than a bad patch and luckily ended up taking myself to the walk in centre.
i have since been prescribed 20mg tablets, and have just completed my second month on them.
i feel awful, there is no other word to describe it.
i feel as if life is one total bore, work then home then meh. i cant stop thinking negative thoughts and am self harming more than ever.
i feel as if i have no one to turn to as my boyfriend doesnt realy get it. my anxiety is so so bad & im just going crazy with anger & emotions.
all i can think of is am i going to end up in a mental institute?
i now that post was awfully self indulgent but i needed to get it off my chest.
any help, advise, or just a chat would be greatly appreciated. :smile:
im struggling a bit at the moment so im hoping this site will help a bit?
im 20 and have been taking 10mg cipralex for a couple of years now after being through tons of therapy and what not. i have self harm problems, depression & anxiety.
at first the tablets were AMAZING i felt 'normal' again. although after a break up and alot of changes in my life (including being diagnosed with epilepsy) ui had a bit more than a bad patch and luckily ended up taking myself to the walk in centre.
i have since been prescribed 20mg tablets, and have just completed my second month on them.
i feel awful, there is no other word to describe it.
i feel as if life is one total bore, work then home then meh. i cant stop thinking negative thoughts and am self harming more than ever.
i feel as if i have no one to turn to as my boyfriend doesnt realy get it. my anxiety is so so bad & im just going crazy with anger & emotions.
all i can think of is am i going to end up in a mental institute?
i now that post was awfully self indulgent but i needed to get it off my chest.
any help, advise, or just a chat would be greatly appreciated. :smile: