Pandoraspox
25-08-09, 07:16
I started writing here what had happened in my life over the last few years but I looked at what I read and thought I just can't do this, I can't emotionally cope with putting it all down. There's far too much and no-one would read it all.
But I have very good reasons for panicking about my health and still do. Today I'm going for another scan. Already this year I've had a bone density scan, upper abdo scan, CT scan of my head, bone scan, artery scan, seen by an ENT consultant and other stuff. In fact for the last 2 years every week I've got at least 3 medical or mental health appointments. But I'm still in pain, still feel ill can't take so much meds due to awful side effects. I now walk with a walking aid - last year I didn't need one. My life has just turned upside down and I just can't seem to sort anything out or get any better.
There is more but I just can't write anymore at the moment.
But I have very good reasons for panicking about my health and still do. Today I'm going for another scan. Already this year I've had a bone density scan, upper abdo scan, CT scan of my head, bone scan, artery scan, seen by an ENT consultant and other stuff. In fact for the last 2 years every week I've got at least 3 medical or mental health appointments. But I'm still in pain, still feel ill can't take so much meds due to awful side effects. I now walk with a walking aid - last year I didn't need one. My life has just turned upside down and I just can't seem to sort anything out or get any better.
There is more but I just can't write anymore at the moment.