barbn
26-08-09, 04:24
Well - after work I was heading home wondering what kind of evening I was going to have - still thinking too much. I got home and aftere about an hour or so, it was like I could feel the anxiety leave me - I know it sounds strange, but I can actually feel it go away. Can't explain it....I still think about things, but in a normal sense - I think about having colon cancer and I am totally sain about it. I tell myself that it is totally possible but the chances are so low I shouldn't worry about it - and I'm not. I ate a good dinner and am getting ready to go to bed. Now why can't every night be like this. I would love to say that tomorrow AM will be the same way, it might be but more than likely not. Its like I can't controll when it happens....anxiety works in strange ways.
Do any of you have a good day/evenings once in a while and feel releived?? kind of like a higher powerr saying "okay, you get a break for a few hours and that is it!"
Do any of you have a good day/evenings once in a while and feel releived?? kind of like a higher powerr saying "okay, you get a break for a few hours and that is it!"