Ryanthegunner
28-08-09, 17:52
Hey all!
Im feeling pretty good atm, so thought would be the right time to talk about the problem.
So. My OCD started as being worried about becoming a peadophille. That drifted. Then it was worrying about dieing which i still have from time to time. Then the problem now is wondering if life is a big dream. It sounds silly but its what i think. Im always questioning is this real, or my imagination. Its a bit freaky to tell the truth.
I have been to the doctors 3 times. 1st time doc said i jus need to do more because it was bad anxiety. 2nd time he said i should try anxiety councelling. Then the 3rd time i saw a differant doctor and she said it was Anxiety and put me on Fluoxtine which made me ALOT worse, and i had to see a emergency doctor. He gave me diazapam and then i have something else starting tomorow, he said i was servely depressed...
This all started from a drunken night and telling a close friend i had feelings for her, she didnt fele the same, and now we dont really talk. . .
The doctors dont think its OCD, so could i just be a weird/ bad spell of anxiety? I have a group anxiety councelling thing start next Wednesday so ill give that a go.
I just want your views on this? What i can do? Plus, is it OCD?
Another thing i think about alot is how the world started, what happens when we die? Its a bit weird. But its like i think i imagine life?
TY for any answers.
Ryan.
Im feeling pretty good atm, so thought would be the right time to talk about the problem.
So. My OCD started as being worried about becoming a peadophille. That drifted. Then it was worrying about dieing which i still have from time to time. Then the problem now is wondering if life is a big dream. It sounds silly but its what i think. Im always questioning is this real, or my imagination. Its a bit freaky to tell the truth.
I have been to the doctors 3 times. 1st time doc said i jus need to do more because it was bad anxiety. 2nd time he said i should try anxiety councelling. Then the 3rd time i saw a differant doctor and she said it was Anxiety and put me on Fluoxtine which made me ALOT worse, and i had to see a emergency doctor. He gave me diazapam and then i have something else starting tomorow, he said i was servely depressed...
This all started from a drunken night and telling a close friend i had feelings for her, she didnt fele the same, and now we dont really talk. . .
The doctors dont think its OCD, so could i just be a weird/ bad spell of anxiety? I have a group anxiety councelling thing start next Wednesday so ill give that a go.
I just want your views on this? What i can do? Plus, is it OCD?
Another thing i think about alot is how the world started, what happens when we die? Its a bit weird. But its like i think i imagine life?
TY for any answers.
Ryan.