Dan
17-10-05, 10:30
hi all
i am a home carer which is not really the best job for someone with anxiety but its flexible and the office no my probs
anyway last night went into one of my regulars who has been poorly for long time however now it is clear he is dying and i really dont want ot be there when he does how selfish am i there is not much we can do for him as he is really too ill to move so we dont spend long there however i want ot be there for his wife who is struggling and the family not supportive yet i really dont want to be there i feel soo bad as i have cared for him for 3 yrs but my fear of death extends to seeing a dead body which i never have sorry to ramble but dont want to go back tonight am quiet worried which starts of all other anxiety probs
dan
i am a home carer which is not really the best job for someone with anxiety but its flexible and the office no my probs
anyway last night went into one of my regulars who has been poorly for long time however now it is clear he is dying and i really dont want ot be there when he does how selfish am i there is not much we can do for him as he is really too ill to move so we dont spend long there however i want ot be there for his wife who is struggling and the family not supportive yet i really dont want to be there i feel soo bad as i have cared for him for 3 yrs but my fear of death extends to seeing a dead body which i never have sorry to ramble but dont want to go back tonight am quiet worried which starts of all other anxiety probs
dan