meg86
04-09-09, 14:18
I am at my wits end with this anxiety cycle its driving me crazy and making me soo upset :(
Why is it always something!! i have been obsessing for the last few months that i have cancer before that i thought i had MS now i am obsessing about the world ending in 2012 (even though i have been on Nasa's website who confirm its bull and my friend who is very much into astronamy said its not possible) but even so this has totally replaced my cancer fear which i was totally wrapped up in until the last few days.
I have has this end of world fear before but it was replaced by my cancer fear, one fear seems to diminish the other, i am never afraid of two things at once.
I keep shaking and cant think of anything else and i am at work pretending to be smiley and normal its frustrating and i just want to dissapear!!
My CBT starts in October i cant wait i cant bare anymore of this :(
Does anyone feel the same as me?
Why is it always something!! i have been obsessing for the last few months that i have cancer before that i thought i had MS now i am obsessing about the world ending in 2012 (even though i have been on Nasa's website who confirm its bull and my friend who is very much into astronamy said its not possible) but even so this has totally replaced my cancer fear which i was totally wrapped up in until the last few days.
I have has this end of world fear before but it was replaced by my cancer fear, one fear seems to diminish the other, i am never afraid of two things at once.
I keep shaking and cant think of anything else and i am at work pretending to be smiley and normal its frustrating and i just want to dissapear!!
My CBT starts in October i cant wait i cant bare anymore of this :(
Does anyone feel the same as me?