nineteen
08-09-09, 16:28
ive always been so unconfident with myself, the way i look and also what some people think about me, i used to have a good group of friends but this was ruined after a certain incident and we lost touch... ever since i havent really had ' a best friend ' so to speak, and feel like i cant truly be myself and feel 100% comfortable exept with my family.
latley tho ive started speaking to one of the friends who i used to be so close to and we r gettin on so well, and i was feeling so happy, so why did the panic and anxiety start now? how do i know were it came from? i thought this was going to be a good year, i passed my driving test, had a holiday booked, passed all my exams and just having a great time. the night before the 1st attack i was at a party and had such a good time, i was feeling quite hungover tho and i knew i had to go to work, maybe this is why i was anxious. but why has it lasted 2months now?
latley tho ive started speaking to one of the friends who i used to be so close to and we r gettin on so well, and i was feeling so happy, so why did the panic and anxiety start now? how do i know were it came from? i thought this was going to be a good year, i passed my driving test, had a holiday booked, passed all my exams and just having a great time. the night before the 1st attack i was at a party and had such a good time, i was feeling quite hungover tho and i knew i had to go to work, maybe this is why i was anxious. but why has it lasted 2months now?