majdle
09-09-09, 21:43
Hello to everyone,
after a long time, me again. I noticed a cherry sized hard lump you know where, kind of between the vaginal opening and the rectum (sorry for being graphic), it doesn´t hurt, doesn´t itch, doesn´t do anything at all, it´s just there. So of course I freaked out and got my apt at my gyno straight away - next Monday it is. I´ve also had a bit of a discharge lately and figured I´d get them both taken care of. Anyway, I woke up this morning with awful abdominal cramps, in my lower abdomen, actually as low as it gets. They tend to go when I lie down or sit, but walking is hell. I thought they´d pass, but they´ve been with me for the whole day. I have normal stool, normal appetite, all that is fine, so I guess it must be some ladies´stuff. It tend to hurt a bit more when I urinate. I also have a temperature. I can´t wait till Monday, I just need to make it through the few days. I´m freaking out, but I´m trying to stay off google. I´m so scared that the doc will look at me and go: Whoa! You´re a goner girl...or something of that sort, like they´re gonna find out that I have the big C or something equally as awfull. Also, I was travelling last night and they showed this movie on the bus: it was about a woman my age (I´m 25) who gets diagnosed by terminal C in her uterus spreading everywhere and she only has two months to live. I cannot get it out of my head now and I´m just freaking out so much. I had my pap test done ca 3 years ago and it was all fine, but shouldn´t I go every year? Girls, I´m so scared...should I go to ER? I´m home with my Mom who´s a nurse and when I wanted to go she was screaming at me that the docs would be angry if I go to ER now...:-( I dunno what to do...Any word of reassurance would be very appreciated.
Thank you so much.
Maggie
after a long time, me again. I noticed a cherry sized hard lump you know where, kind of between the vaginal opening and the rectum (sorry for being graphic), it doesn´t hurt, doesn´t itch, doesn´t do anything at all, it´s just there. So of course I freaked out and got my apt at my gyno straight away - next Monday it is. I´ve also had a bit of a discharge lately and figured I´d get them both taken care of. Anyway, I woke up this morning with awful abdominal cramps, in my lower abdomen, actually as low as it gets. They tend to go when I lie down or sit, but walking is hell. I thought they´d pass, but they´ve been with me for the whole day. I have normal stool, normal appetite, all that is fine, so I guess it must be some ladies´stuff. It tend to hurt a bit more when I urinate. I also have a temperature. I can´t wait till Monday, I just need to make it through the few days. I´m freaking out, but I´m trying to stay off google. I´m so scared that the doc will look at me and go: Whoa! You´re a goner girl...or something of that sort, like they´re gonna find out that I have the big C or something equally as awfull. Also, I was travelling last night and they showed this movie on the bus: it was about a woman my age (I´m 25) who gets diagnosed by terminal C in her uterus spreading everywhere and she only has two months to live. I cannot get it out of my head now and I´m just freaking out so much. I had my pap test done ca 3 years ago and it was all fine, but shouldn´t I go every year? Girls, I´m so scared...should I go to ER? I´m home with my Mom who´s a nurse and when I wanted to go she was screaming at me that the docs would be angry if I go to ER now...:-( I dunno what to do...Any word of reassurance would be very appreciated.
Thank you so much.
Maggie