Wee-Mee
15-09-09, 00:20
I mean,to the point that you feel like you're chest is going to burst and you have to get out your bed and walk about or..something..anything.
I have this absolute fear of being alone. I don't mean,for an hour or two,I mean forever. Like,my mum and dad no longer here and I can't defend for myself. I admit I depend on them so much.
I don't have a elg to stand on,I have no job,I have dropped out of college about 3 or 4 times and it kills because I WANT to be independant and have an education,a job,be emotionally strong etc and it hasn't happened and I am still on this earth with the people that I care about the most yet I am feeling alone. The thing that I don't want and fear the most.
I guess I just wonder if anyone even sort of gets where I am coming from heh..I know I do ramble a bit and tonight is no exception :( xx
I have this absolute fear of being alone. I don't mean,for an hour or two,I mean forever. Like,my mum and dad no longer here and I can't defend for myself. I admit I depend on them so much.
I don't have a elg to stand on,I have no job,I have dropped out of college about 3 or 4 times and it kills because I WANT to be independant and have an education,a job,be emotionally strong etc and it hasn't happened and I am still on this earth with the people that I care about the most yet I am feeling alone. The thing that I don't want and fear the most.
I guess I just wonder if anyone even sort of gets where I am coming from heh..I know I do ramble a bit and tonight is no exception :( xx