xBettyBoopx
15-09-09, 01:46
As the day goes on & turns to night, my anxiety gets worse, and as it gets later & later so I start to get chest pain etc. Well sometimes I have these symptoms during the day but always at night. Why won't my mind realize this and just stop with the friggin fear?
Every night for I don't know how long, I sit here waiting for something bad to happen & looking at the clock waiting for the time I can take my night tranquillizer!! This is ridiculous!!! About an hour after I've taken the tablet, I start to relax, so then I don't wanna go to bed because I want to FEEL the relaxtion rather than sleep through it!!!:shrug: :shrug:
I'm just so tired of this and need some release from this night after night!!!
Els
Every night for I don't know how long, I sit here waiting for something bad to happen & looking at the clock waiting for the time I can take my night tranquillizer!! This is ridiculous!!! About an hour after I've taken the tablet, I start to relax, so then I don't wanna go to bed because I want to FEEL the relaxtion rather than sleep through it!!!:shrug: :shrug:
I'm just so tired of this and need some release from this night after night!!!
Els