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16-09-09, 22:22
I laid around for about a month and a half. Then I went to the doctor and she upped my meds both beta blocker and anti-anxiety and I have been up and around .. more but not that much.
I feel as though im in never never land when I get up and walk around. Can't really explain it here. Maybe its anxiety, maybe its the meds and maybe there is something wrong. I don' t know. I just want to feel myself.
I woke this morning with a nervous feeling. I got a cup of coffee and laid back down propped up. I can hear my heartbeat plain as I have a stethoscope on.
I have been able to hear it this well for three years so its not something new..
When I went to the doctor I was checked for heart and had an ekg and my doctor spent almost an hour checking me from head to foot listening to every complaint and checking everything possible. She said there doesn't seem to be anything wrong with your heart. I said what about the sound like a lub dub la lub dub. She said its ventricula something and benign.
She said as far as im concerned there is nothing wrong with your heart ,lungs or anything. But as I lay in bed this morning I heard that lub la dub
over and over..weird sounds and just didn't sound right.
I read Claire Weeks book that says ignore these things and float right over them but Im tired of feeling like crap all the time. I want my life back and I have certainly tried so hard to make that happen.
We aren't getting out that much because of rain and bad weather getting ready for winter so maybe im not exerting enough but I do things around the house that are hard and if I had heart trouble I would surely know it.
Hearing your heart is miserable. Most people never notice theirs if they can't hear it . I noticed everything not because im listening its just because I hear it. Also not feeling well really makes you irriateble and makes you worry.
Should I just go on an ignore the things I hear or should I have many many test done? Frankly this doctor is a verteran and people have depended on her in battle to make sure they were ok without the help of test.. I want to trust but im a little nervous still . Any thoughts?
I feel as though im in never never land when I get up and walk around. Can't really explain it here. Maybe its anxiety, maybe its the meds and maybe there is something wrong. I don' t know. I just want to feel myself.
I woke this morning with a nervous feeling. I got a cup of coffee and laid back down propped up. I can hear my heartbeat plain as I have a stethoscope on.
I have been able to hear it this well for three years so its not something new..
When I went to the doctor I was checked for heart and had an ekg and my doctor spent almost an hour checking me from head to foot listening to every complaint and checking everything possible. She said there doesn't seem to be anything wrong with your heart. I said what about the sound like a lub dub la lub dub. She said its ventricula something and benign.
She said as far as im concerned there is nothing wrong with your heart ,lungs or anything. But as I lay in bed this morning I heard that lub la dub
over and over..weird sounds and just didn't sound right.
I read Claire Weeks book that says ignore these things and float right over them but Im tired of feeling like crap all the time. I want my life back and I have certainly tried so hard to make that happen.
We aren't getting out that much because of rain and bad weather getting ready for winter so maybe im not exerting enough but I do things around the house that are hard and if I had heart trouble I would surely know it.
Hearing your heart is miserable. Most people never notice theirs if they can't hear it . I noticed everything not because im listening its just because I hear it. Also not feeling well really makes you irriateble and makes you worry.
Should I just go on an ignore the things I hear or should I have many many test done? Frankly this doctor is a verteran and people have depended on her in battle to make sure they were ok without the help of test.. I want to trust but im a little nervous still . Any thoughts?