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17-09-09, 06:42
Right now ...at this moment its 11;32 pm at night in the U.S in the mountains where we live.
First of all Ill tell you we live one mile and one half above sea level. Thats about almost 3000 meters.. Its about 49 degrees Fahrenheit here right now
outside.
ITs about 65 degrees Fahrenheit inside. Starting with the sun going down and it getting colder.. Our bodies are warmer than the air surrounding us. The moisture here is sucked right out of your body because of lack of humidity .
Therefore we feel as though we are sweating like really working out, but there is no moisture it only feels like moisture. Your face and upper body feels like you are burning up with fever yet you have none.
There is a few clouds in the air so that moisture since you are close to them is suffocating you .Your lungs are used to dry air and 25 percent less oxygen than at sea level..
You feel as though you are breathing water.. Then on top of that ...Your mind is all over the place and wondering am I really feeling this or is it anxiety ..Yet you know that the place has everything to do with the feeling.
Your heart feels as though its working hard and you take your pulse and its not. Its beating steady and slowly..Your ears are burning like someone put a heating iron next to them another effect of living here no doubt.
Its a little anxiety causing situation yet it affects me every evening . I cannot move we have put our lives into this place yet its hard for me to keep feeling these things which make me wonder if its me or the place.
For the first year I was here these feeling really scared me. I look back even now over post I made then feeling the same things yet I still get worried.. Just thought I would give you a little insight into things not in my control that make you feel bizarre..
I want so bad to stop worrying about how I feel to ignore this place and the things it makes you feel I hope I win the battle again..It feels useless sometimes but maybe just maybe one day Ill make it.
First of all Ill tell you we live one mile and one half above sea level. Thats about almost 3000 meters.. Its about 49 degrees Fahrenheit here right now
outside.
ITs about 65 degrees Fahrenheit inside. Starting with the sun going down and it getting colder.. Our bodies are warmer than the air surrounding us. The moisture here is sucked right out of your body because of lack of humidity .
Therefore we feel as though we are sweating like really working out, but there is no moisture it only feels like moisture. Your face and upper body feels like you are burning up with fever yet you have none.
There is a few clouds in the air so that moisture since you are close to them is suffocating you .Your lungs are used to dry air and 25 percent less oxygen than at sea level..
You feel as though you are breathing water.. Then on top of that ...Your mind is all over the place and wondering am I really feeling this or is it anxiety ..Yet you know that the place has everything to do with the feeling.
Your heart feels as though its working hard and you take your pulse and its not. Its beating steady and slowly..Your ears are burning like someone put a heating iron next to them another effect of living here no doubt.
Its a little anxiety causing situation yet it affects me every evening . I cannot move we have put our lives into this place yet its hard for me to keep feeling these things which make me wonder if its me or the place.
For the first year I was here these feeling really scared me. I look back even now over post I made then feeling the same things yet I still get worried.. Just thought I would give you a little insight into things not in my control that make you feel bizarre..
I want so bad to stop worrying about how I feel to ignore this place and the things it makes you feel I hope I win the battle again..It feels useless sometimes but maybe just maybe one day Ill make it.