nickieb
17-09-09, 19:42
I have had possibly the worst year of my life, i thought i met the man of my dreams & then accidentally got pregnant 3 months later resulting in termination, he then cheated on me. I became very anemic & thus poorly from this suffering depression, i was truly heartbroken.
This was 6months ago & after struggling the last 6months with anxiety & heartbreak i met a guy in May (who had a GF) yes i know im a fool but for a while he took the pain away & made me feel better, feel wanted. 4months on i have had to end it as i couldn't cope he wasn't mine any longer & i began liking him too much, despite him leaving her 2 weeks ago he isn't ready for anything serious...I'm glad in a way as it would never work as he is a cheat & i would never trust him- its been a week & i miss him so much.
Since the middle of Aug i have got tonsillitis 3 times & have had 2 courses of penicillin & have a doctors appointment tomorrow to get some more as its flared up again today, just 7 days after the last course.
To top this all off the job i have just beat 45 applicants to has been taken off me as back in Feb i was off work for 3 weeks having had termination & infection & they are worried about my sickness. Bearing in mind i have not been off sick in 6months plus & work full time.... I have been going to work with tonsillitis & battling through, yet cause thats still in my records from February it goes against me....Apparently i need a clear 2 year history of no sickness- WHAT A PILE OFF BULLs**t!!!!!!
I worked my ass off for this job & it was all i wanted.
I have just turned 27 & was looking at this as a new direction having left my past behind!!
I'm feel really low, im sad, lonely & have no want to do anything anymore & wonder what else is gonna kick me in the teeth?
Nic xx
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This was 6months ago & after struggling the last 6months with anxiety & heartbreak i met a guy in May (who had a GF) yes i know im a fool but for a while he took the pain away & made me feel better, feel wanted. 4months on i have had to end it as i couldn't cope he wasn't mine any longer & i began liking him too much, despite him leaving her 2 weeks ago he isn't ready for anything serious...I'm glad in a way as it would never work as he is a cheat & i would never trust him- its been a week & i miss him so much.
Since the middle of Aug i have got tonsillitis 3 times & have had 2 courses of penicillin & have a doctors appointment tomorrow to get some more as its flared up again today, just 7 days after the last course.
To top this all off the job i have just beat 45 applicants to has been taken off me as back in Feb i was off work for 3 weeks having had termination & infection & they are worried about my sickness. Bearing in mind i have not been off sick in 6months plus & work full time.... I have been going to work with tonsillitis & battling through, yet cause thats still in my records from February it goes against me....Apparently i need a clear 2 year history of no sickness- WHAT A PILE OFF BULLs**t!!!!!!
I worked my ass off for this job & it was all i wanted.
I have just turned 27 & was looking at this as a new direction having left my past behind!!
I'm feel really low, im sad, lonely & have no want to do anything anymore & wonder what else is gonna kick me in the teeth?
Nic xx
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