looby
26-10-05, 17:57
Hi all,
I am in need of such a slap it's untrue!!!
As some of you may know, I have been coming off my meds, so that me and boyf can start trying for little looby's.
Anyway, it's taking longer than I planned as I am coming off them extremely slowly so I don't get bad withdraw symtoms.
I want to start trying now as I've had problems (down stairs as my old nan would say!) so want to try now just incase I can't and have to have ivf etc etc.
Anyway, the bit where I need a slap......
my sister rang last night, she got married last year, she is 8 years older than me. She rang to tell me that she is pregnant (only just though, so don't tell anyone!!!! ;) ;) ;) ).
I am really pleased for her but I am so jealous it is untrue.
I know me and boyf haven't started trying yet, but i just wish so much it was me pregnant. I feel that if i hadn't gotten ill, then i would be married and have a baby so i am hating myself even more at the mo.
My other sister said she was worried about me finding out as it would upset me (she is the only 1 besides you lot who know we want babies!).
But her reaction was even worse than mine, which doesn't make me feel as bad, but I still need a slap. [B)] [B)] [B)]
Her reaction wasn't too good, she's getting married next year and the baby will be due a few months before, but me and my other sister are bridesmaids. anyway, she said, "what's going to happen about her dres???!!!! She can't be bridesmaid if her dress won't fit her." I tried to explain that it can be altered in plenty of time, but she has gone into a bit of a tizz about it.
Anyway, WAKE UP now, I've stopped wittering on, and those who i may have upset in the past on here, or those who just feel like slapping me, feel free......
The queue starts here!!!!
Any advice on how I can snap myself out of this will be much appreciated.
Thanks all,
Love
Looby
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I am in need of such a slap it's untrue!!!
As some of you may know, I have been coming off my meds, so that me and boyf can start trying for little looby's.
Anyway, it's taking longer than I planned as I am coming off them extremely slowly so I don't get bad withdraw symtoms.
I want to start trying now as I've had problems (down stairs as my old nan would say!) so want to try now just incase I can't and have to have ivf etc etc.
Anyway, the bit where I need a slap......
my sister rang last night, she got married last year, she is 8 years older than me. She rang to tell me that she is pregnant (only just though, so don't tell anyone!!!! ;) ;) ;) ).
I am really pleased for her but I am so jealous it is untrue.
I know me and boyf haven't started trying yet, but i just wish so much it was me pregnant. I feel that if i hadn't gotten ill, then i would be married and have a baby so i am hating myself even more at the mo.
My other sister said she was worried about me finding out as it would upset me (she is the only 1 besides you lot who know we want babies!).
But her reaction was even worse than mine, which doesn't make me feel as bad, but I still need a slap. [B)] [B)] [B)]
Her reaction wasn't too good, she's getting married next year and the baby will be due a few months before, but me and my other sister are bridesmaids. anyway, she said, "what's going to happen about her dres???!!!! She can't be bridesmaid if her dress won't fit her." I tried to explain that it can be altered in plenty of time, but she has gone into a bit of a tizz about it.
Anyway, WAKE UP now, I've stopped wittering on, and those who i may have upset in the past on here, or those who just feel like slapping me, feel free......
The queue starts here!!!!
Any advice on how I can snap myself out of this will be much appreciated.
Thanks all,
Love
Looby
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