luke1982
20-09-09, 12:46
I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body, troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late
Why won't it fade
Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok",
I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people,
They take from me
Always they bringing drama to me
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
I can't stand all this f**king Pain
It all started last christmas when i tried to put a drill into my head.
Visions and voices getting too much and I fear they will return.
Does anyone understand how painful it ca be to be branded as crazy and insane when I just want to move on :weep:
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I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body, troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late
Why won't it fade
Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok",
I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people,
They take from me
Always they bringing drama to me
Feeling so lost and betrayed
why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
I can't stand all this f**king Pain
It all started last christmas when i tried to put a drill into my head.
Visions and voices getting too much and I fear they will return.
Does anyone understand how painful it ca be to be branded as crazy and insane when I just want to move on :weep:
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