nervousnikki
21-09-09, 14:23
Hi
I'm hoping someone else can relate to this?!
I have just been on a four night break to butlins with my partner, his son and my daughter. Normally this would have resulted in me having panic attacks for days b4 going and possibly not going at all. However this time i told myself it was for the kids and i can't bear letting them down. So i went and i loved almost every moment, i joined in the cheering and shouting at the shows.
On the tue my daughter had a bad throat i took her to the GP and they gave her amoxicillin for an infection. 3 hrs after having the med she started being sick and had the runs so bad ahe was passing clear water! my biiggest phobia is sickness. I called the GP who said stop the med as this was a reaction to it.
:huh:
A few hrs later she was bright as a button. The next day i was so pleased i had done it. I actually looked after her without the back up of my mum. I spent the rest of the hol on a high with just 1 tiny attack that i walked off.
Now i'm home and normality is resumed i cant stop thinking bout it. I feel on edge and my left arm is tight and i have acid reflux. Which i know is all anx related. Does anyone else get the anx after the event?
sorry for the long post
x
nikki
I'm hoping someone else can relate to this?!
I have just been on a four night break to butlins with my partner, his son and my daughter. Normally this would have resulted in me having panic attacks for days b4 going and possibly not going at all. However this time i told myself it was for the kids and i can't bear letting them down. So i went and i loved almost every moment, i joined in the cheering and shouting at the shows.
On the tue my daughter had a bad throat i took her to the GP and they gave her amoxicillin for an infection. 3 hrs after having the med she started being sick and had the runs so bad ahe was passing clear water! my biiggest phobia is sickness. I called the GP who said stop the med as this was a reaction to it.
:huh:
A few hrs later she was bright as a button. The next day i was so pleased i had done it. I actually looked after her without the back up of my mum. I spent the rest of the hol on a high with just 1 tiny attack that i walked off.
Now i'm home and normality is resumed i cant stop thinking bout it. I feel on edge and my left arm is tight and i have acid reflux. Which i know is all anx related. Does anyone else get the anx after the event?
sorry for the long post
x
nikki