mila
21-09-09, 15:56
Dear all,
I am sorry i am posting another post related to dizziness, i know there are a lot of posts about it, but i am feeling so desperate and afraid, i feel like something terrible is finally happening to me!!! I am so sorry the post is longer, but please still read it, i'll try my best to say everything in as little as possible :weep:
I just don't know what is going on, i am not sure what is happening to me and i just can't cope anymore.
For couple of weeks now i have been feeling all different forms of dizziness, ever since i woke up one morning feeling dizzy, like my head is pulling me down. It scared me so much like it always does, cause i felt that feeling before. Since then i've been feeling lightheaded, floaty, like i will faint, or i would feel i can't balance, unsteady, like i will fall over if i stand or walk, or like i lose all orientation and have to hold on to things, even if i am sitting down at the time, it feels horrible. I have noticed i have been tensing myself ever isince, since i wake up scared of the feeling, my legs are tense when i stand trying to keep myself from falling over, i also feel like i might be tensing my neck and scalp and face maybe trying to keep them rigid so i don't get dizzy, i am not sure about that, but i feel they r definitely not relaxed.
Yesterday i was having some kind of shooting ache in the back of my head, close to where the scull starts from the neck up to the side of the ear. It would be intense for a second or so and stop. I was so scared cause i was also feeling off balance and lightheaded.
And then just before going to bed, much later, i suddenly started feeling very dizzy, if i would move to get out of the sofa, or even just sitting there unless i am promped onto something, i was never so certain that if i do try to get up i will definitely fall on the floor, for sure, i couldn't possiby orientate my way around, i had to ask my bf to hold me tight and take me to bed, and while walking i was sure if he let go i am gonna fall over to whatever side. I have never felt so scared in my life. I had to get up soon after going to bad (i am so sorry about too much detail!!!! :blush: :blush: :blush: ) to go to the loo and there was no way i would have been able to get out of that bed any other way but crawling if he wasn't there, i had to hold on to him at all times til going back, i would even fall from the loo!!!!:blush: I was even shivering with every muscle of my body for a while...
Today i woke up and hardly dragged myself out of bed after couple of hours of just staring at the wall terrified... There are sore places at the back where neck meets scull, more sore on the side i had sore pains, and the soreness goes up around the top and front of my ear towards the temple... I still have difficulty relaxing the back of my neck cause i am so so scared... I feel tension all over, even something pressing me down from the top. I just don't know what to do and can't believe anyone could have possibly felt dizziness this bad,especially with it just being anxiety. i am sitting here rigid on the sofa afraid to even move my eyes too much... thinking should i call the doctor or what. i have been to see the doc about this since it started, it was always nothing, my pregnancy and it's normal, since the bp was ok at the time and my blood tests are fine. Last time i saw the doc couple of days ago, again since all was fine he said his wife was dizzy a lot when pg too. I had a feeling of pressure in my ear the night before which was scary , like all the hearing shifted to the other side and it lasted a bit longer than it usually does when i sometimes get it. So i wanted to see if this could have anything to do with my dizziness, he said i had wax in both ears but that that can't make me dizzy...
I am so scared of this that i freeze to my core, stopping my breathe everytime i feel it possibly get as bad as last night.
I am so grateful to anyone who got to the end of my post, i know it is very long with probably too much detail but i have no where else to turn to and i need your help guys.
I am sorry i am posting another post related to dizziness, i know there are a lot of posts about it, but i am feeling so desperate and afraid, i feel like something terrible is finally happening to me!!! I am so sorry the post is longer, but please still read it, i'll try my best to say everything in as little as possible :weep:
I just don't know what is going on, i am not sure what is happening to me and i just can't cope anymore.
For couple of weeks now i have been feeling all different forms of dizziness, ever since i woke up one morning feeling dizzy, like my head is pulling me down. It scared me so much like it always does, cause i felt that feeling before. Since then i've been feeling lightheaded, floaty, like i will faint, or i would feel i can't balance, unsteady, like i will fall over if i stand or walk, or like i lose all orientation and have to hold on to things, even if i am sitting down at the time, it feels horrible. I have noticed i have been tensing myself ever isince, since i wake up scared of the feeling, my legs are tense when i stand trying to keep myself from falling over, i also feel like i might be tensing my neck and scalp and face maybe trying to keep them rigid so i don't get dizzy, i am not sure about that, but i feel they r definitely not relaxed.
Yesterday i was having some kind of shooting ache in the back of my head, close to where the scull starts from the neck up to the side of the ear. It would be intense for a second or so and stop. I was so scared cause i was also feeling off balance and lightheaded.
And then just before going to bed, much later, i suddenly started feeling very dizzy, if i would move to get out of the sofa, or even just sitting there unless i am promped onto something, i was never so certain that if i do try to get up i will definitely fall on the floor, for sure, i couldn't possiby orientate my way around, i had to ask my bf to hold me tight and take me to bed, and while walking i was sure if he let go i am gonna fall over to whatever side. I have never felt so scared in my life. I had to get up soon after going to bad (i am so sorry about too much detail!!!! :blush: :blush: :blush: ) to go to the loo and there was no way i would have been able to get out of that bed any other way but crawling if he wasn't there, i had to hold on to him at all times til going back, i would even fall from the loo!!!!:blush: I was even shivering with every muscle of my body for a while...
Today i woke up and hardly dragged myself out of bed after couple of hours of just staring at the wall terrified... There are sore places at the back where neck meets scull, more sore on the side i had sore pains, and the soreness goes up around the top and front of my ear towards the temple... I still have difficulty relaxing the back of my neck cause i am so so scared... I feel tension all over, even something pressing me down from the top. I just don't know what to do and can't believe anyone could have possibly felt dizziness this bad,especially with it just being anxiety. i am sitting here rigid on the sofa afraid to even move my eyes too much... thinking should i call the doctor or what. i have been to see the doc about this since it started, it was always nothing, my pregnancy and it's normal, since the bp was ok at the time and my blood tests are fine. Last time i saw the doc couple of days ago, again since all was fine he said his wife was dizzy a lot when pg too. I had a feeling of pressure in my ear the night before which was scary , like all the hearing shifted to the other side and it lasted a bit longer than it usually does when i sometimes get it. So i wanted to see if this could have anything to do with my dizziness, he said i had wax in both ears but that that can't make me dizzy...
I am so scared of this that i freeze to my core, stopping my breathe everytime i feel it possibly get as bad as last night.
I am so grateful to anyone who got to the end of my post, i know it is very long with probably too much detail but i have no where else to turn to and i need your help guys.