phil06
25-09-09, 00:24
I've got lots of general worries at the moment just need some reassurance. I'm worried about driving, how I'm going to afford a car, how the insurance works, what If I go crazy/lose control, almost ready for my test but today the instructor said I took longer than most to master the reverse so I'm worried I'll never pass.
My other worries is stress, seem to have lost my sex drive a little since I sat my theory test about a week and a half ago. I read online once you hit early 20's it all drops from there so I'm really worried..I'm 21 next week maybe I'm past my peak I have been for months? I'm worried I'll never find the partner or maybe I'm losing interest in love? I feel a little out of touch, distracted at the moment. A few months ago I worried the other extreme that I had a sexual addiction or something. Just seems unusual I've cut back all of a sudden and it doesn't seem like me. I must be losing it.
I've hoped alot this year and been let down, it's been slow and it's always "when will my life improve", felt a tad depressed over the last week which might not have helped. I just feel I can't be bothered at times, every thing's a struggle..feel a bit hopeless as I've been let down so much and it seems to be a daily thing. It worries me getting old too because unless I can be positive and do some good stuff I'll feel bad..old age and wrinkles and lose my looks.
I seem to question everything at the moment. The OCD has really been kicking in and checking..all I have done this week is work hardly any social activities for weeks which has set me back. It's not always easy to go out alot when friends are skint. But my anxiety is why this? Why that? How will I manage this?
My other worries is stress, seem to have lost my sex drive a little since I sat my theory test about a week and a half ago. I read online once you hit early 20's it all drops from there so I'm really worried..I'm 21 next week maybe I'm past my peak I have been for months? I'm worried I'll never find the partner or maybe I'm losing interest in love? I feel a little out of touch, distracted at the moment. A few months ago I worried the other extreme that I had a sexual addiction or something. Just seems unusual I've cut back all of a sudden and it doesn't seem like me. I must be losing it.
I've hoped alot this year and been let down, it's been slow and it's always "when will my life improve", felt a tad depressed over the last week which might not have helped. I just feel I can't be bothered at times, every thing's a struggle..feel a bit hopeless as I've been let down so much and it seems to be a daily thing. It worries me getting old too because unless I can be positive and do some good stuff I'll feel bad..old age and wrinkles and lose my looks.
I seem to question everything at the moment. The OCD has really been kicking in and checking..all I have done this week is work hardly any social activities for weeks which has set me back. It's not always easy to go out alot when friends are skint. But my anxiety is why this? Why that? How will I manage this?