lard
25-09-09, 21:23
Hi all
i suffer from ocd but a few weeks ago i suffered a massive panic attack and my ocd zeroed in on it and i spent weeks worrying about how i felt and my feelings.
After a sleepless monday night my wife gave birth to our second child, a boy, it was an amazing experience but extremely tiring(for her and me!)
They came back from hospital yesterday and our first night didnt go to well, the baby did as babies do and cried loads and was up most the night.
i ended up feeling angry and wound up, then i felt guilty for thinking that.
Anyway today i've felt odd all day and have just experienced a mini panic attack, i dont know what triggered it but it was horrible.
I am now worrying that it will last for ages like before, this is ment to be one of the happiest times of my life but my ocd seems to want to ruin it.
I love my daughter and new son so much and want to be the best dad i can but i worry my ocd will affect this, i hate it and dont deserve it.
I seem to feel a bit calmer and better now but dont want it to come back, any ideas as to what i should try?
thanks.
lard
i suffer from ocd but a few weeks ago i suffered a massive panic attack and my ocd zeroed in on it and i spent weeks worrying about how i felt and my feelings.
After a sleepless monday night my wife gave birth to our second child, a boy, it was an amazing experience but extremely tiring(for her and me!)
They came back from hospital yesterday and our first night didnt go to well, the baby did as babies do and cried loads and was up most the night.
i ended up feeling angry and wound up, then i felt guilty for thinking that.
Anyway today i've felt odd all day and have just experienced a mini panic attack, i dont know what triggered it but it was horrible.
I am now worrying that it will last for ages like before, this is ment to be one of the happiest times of my life but my ocd seems to want to ruin it.
I love my daughter and new son so much and want to be the best dad i can but i worry my ocd will affect this, i hate it and dont deserve it.
I seem to feel a bit calmer and better now but dont want it to come back, any ideas as to what i should try?
thanks.
lard