darkphantom
30-10-05, 13:23
Hi guys,
was wondering if there anyone who could help me with some advice, i been evil i know, but truely need friendly chat. it looks like i got my payback though not through what i did, and my hubby and i are going to end our marriage of 24yrs, i am worried this will knock me back into depression again as he is making it really hard for me, to move on, house is in both names but he said he will not sell or buy me out and that is the end of it what he says goes. and he wont move over to his mums who lives in the village to make it hard for me until i find somewhere, he said go to my family, which as you know i cant, he said i am trapped in this marriage for ever and laughed. i have no money for solicitors so dont know what to do, i so much want a new life and to be happy, but now feel forced to stay in this relationship which deep down i wonder if i ever loved him. I was forced into it as i was not allowed to marry the man i truely loved for personal family reasons.
just dont know what to do know, i dont want to get hurt but i want to be happy but need the support of finances of the house to move on.
I know i dont deserve happiness for hurting others so now think that this is my punishment for being real bad, please is there anyone who can give me friendly advice.
feel i lost everything now house husband, happiness and friends.
thanks for listerning didnt know where else to go sorry for posting this know i lost friends here. just feel safe posting here cos he doesnt come here.
love
susie
was wondering if there anyone who could help me with some advice, i been evil i know, but truely need friendly chat. it looks like i got my payback though not through what i did, and my hubby and i are going to end our marriage of 24yrs, i am worried this will knock me back into depression again as he is making it really hard for me, to move on, house is in both names but he said he will not sell or buy me out and that is the end of it what he says goes. and he wont move over to his mums who lives in the village to make it hard for me until i find somewhere, he said go to my family, which as you know i cant, he said i am trapped in this marriage for ever and laughed. i have no money for solicitors so dont know what to do, i so much want a new life and to be happy, but now feel forced to stay in this relationship which deep down i wonder if i ever loved him. I was forced into it as i was not allowed to marry the man i truely loved for personal family reasons.
just dont know what to do know, i dont want to get hurt but i want to be happy but need the support of finances of the house to move on.
I know i dont deserve happiness for hurting others so now think that this is my punishment for being real bad, please is there anyone who can give me friendly advice.
feel i lost everything now house husband, happiness and friends.
thanks for listerning didnt know where else to go sorry for posting this know i lost friends here. just feel safe posting here cos he doesnt come here.
love
susie