Shelby
10-10-09, 10:36
hi i'm Michele, 43yrs young/old depending what sort of day im having. I suffer from bipolar(manic depression)and experienced sexual and phisical abuse. I have a 15yr old daughter who's very hormonal,i love her to bits and she helps me sometimes, but i feel trapped and suffocated by her sometimes which i feel guilty about. I've been labeled with so many names iv lost count. Since my stay in hospital 3-4yrs ago i've also suffer from agoraphobia which i find frustrating as i tend to feel trapped staying in. I feel constantly drained with the constant battle of trying to function on a basic level.
I'm sure there are thousands of people who feel the same and worse. I just feel stuck and unable to move forward. I'm tired of trying to seem as though im ok when im not.
A friend suggested this site so i thought id see if i could get some help and through my experience i could help or support others. :shrug:
I'm sure there are thousands of people who feel the same and worse. I just feel stuck and unable to move forward. I'm tired of trying to seem as though im ok when im not.
A friend suggested this site so i thought id see if i could get some help and through my experience i could help or support others. :shrug: