redbubble
01-11-05, 18:00
Hi everyone,
The title says it all! Im feeling really really low today. Ive been getting lower over the past few weeks & today i just feel that ive had enough. I rang my psychiatrist, but he's fully booked & i cant get an appt with him (My next ones in Jan) so i rang my dr & theyve got nothing until next week. They did say that i could call in the morning though & see if i can get in then. I just feel so at the end of my tether. Ive been trying so hard this evening not to cut myself & i just keep bursting into tears. Hubbys not due home from work until about 7, but i cant really talk to him because he doesnt really understand-he does try though.
Im sitting here in tears as i type & i dont really know why. I just feel like the whole world is expecting things from me & i cant deliver them. I feel really overwhelmed.
Well, thanks for listening
Love Red x
"Life's a journey, not a destination"
The title says it all! Im feeling really really low today. Ive been getting lower over the past few weeks & today i just feel that ive had enough. I rang my psychiatrist, but he's fully booked & i cant get an appt with him (My next ones in Jan) so i rang my dr & theyve got nothing until next week. They did say that i could call in the morning though & see if i can get in then. I just feel so at the end of my tether. Ive been trying so hard this evening not to cut myself & i just keep bursting into tears. Hubbys not due home from work until about 7, but i cant really talk to him because he doesnt really understand-he does try though.
Im sitting here in tears as i type & i dont really know why. I just feel like the whole world is expecting things from me & i cant deliver them. I feel really overwhelmed.
Well, thanks for listening
Love Red x
"Life's a journey, not a destination"