sophieunderscore
03-11-05, 11:49
I suffered from depression when i was 16 and thought I'd left it behind. Now with all this anxiety I think it's slipping back.
I'm petrified I'm gonna lose control and kill myself :( I would never contemplate suicide cos death terrifies me but I'm so scared I'll lose control and do it.
I can't stop crying and all I do is sleep at the moment, i've started missing a lot of school again and I really don't know what to do. I can'y cope with anxiety and depression and depersonalisation all at once.
I just wanna feel real :(
I'm petrified I'm gonna lose control and kill myself :( I would never contemplate suicide cos death terrifies me but I'm so scared I'll lose control and do it.
I can't stop crying and all I do is sleep at the moment, i've started missing a lot of school again and I really don't know what to do. I can'y cope with anxiety and depression and depersonalisation all at once.
I just wanna feel real :(