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Ruby94
18-10-09, 15:42
Hello, just a breif note on General Anxiety.


ive been reading a few threads and alot of people can relate to how i feel almost everyday. This is exactly what happens to me.

I wake up in the morning, sometimes a bit .. 'woosey' and sometimes just plain fine, feeling at ease and ready to start
a brand new day. I have breakfast and a cuppa tea, and have
a shower. THEN, I get out of the shower and suddenly feel all
FATIGUE! I'm home alone my fiancé is at work so i start walking
around the house like a LOON! Time passes and im sitting down
infront of the tv, watching jeremy kyle and i feel fine. Now i feel
like when i start to get ready to go out somewhere my body says
'NUH UH GIRL, YOUR STAYING RIGHT HERE' .. lol. But seriously, as
soon as i go out everything looks big and scary, the world feels dangerous, and i dont want to be agraphobic so i push myself, which never feels healthy. If im playing around with my neice i get tired easily and i feel fatigue, shakey and hot. Just to let you know i have no health problems (only the ones in my head) but my thyroid gland is borderline! This worriees me so much because my siblings dont have this and im worried im going to get Large in the future and have to depend on tablets for the rest of my life. :weep:
But i am trying really hard to get out there, i have college soon and i dont wanna feel fatigue and ill , sick , dizzy ect everyday and theres nothing me or anyone can do about it 'AS IM FINE' stupid anxiety.

Ruby. :shrug: