BlackKnightNoArmour
18-10-09, 17:30
Greetings fellow peoples of NMP! I am Matthew (but people tend to call me Matt so I guess you could go with that), 21 years old and from East London. And I suffer from...social anxiety/phobia and self-esteem issues (plus who knows what else burdening my mind). Whew! Feels like a relief to finally admit it and get off my chest...even if it is only textually.
These days I don't feel like I have anything to smile about and like I'm further venturing into a downward spiral. Don't have much going for me in the way of anything and don't feel like I'm any good at anything either. I like to (try and) use my creative projects to take my mind off things, but even that has it's moments and isn't enough to keep my brain racing at 150 thoughts per second.
This site seems like a blessing. I've been registered for a while but only recently been active on the site. Hopefully I'll be able to meet others in the same or similar situation and see how they handle it and we can support each other and the like. Maybe even make some friends. The same with others of different issues/problems/illnesses as well. Hope to know my way around this site soon. Bye for now.
Matt
These days I don't feel like I have anything to smile about and like I'm further venturing into a downward spiral. Don't have much going for me in the way of anything and don't feel like I'm any good at anything either. I like to (try and) use my creative projects to take my mind off things, but even that has it's moments and isn't enough to keep my brain racing at 150 thoughts per second.
This site seems like a blessing. I've been registered for a while but only recently been active on the site. Hopefully I'll be able to meet others in the same or similar situation and see how they handle it and we can support each other and the like. Maybe even make some friends. The same with others of different issues/problems/illnesses as well. Hope to know my way around this site soon. Bye for now.
Matt