iamsam188
19-10-09, 01:53
Hi...
I wrote an introduction before but it was so brief that i felt i needed to start again lol
I have been suffering with Panic attacks and Anxiety since December 2008.My Anxietys/Panic Attacks all started after i split up from my boyfriend of 3 years.
Having the panic attacks as well as other things put a major strain on our realationship, he couldnt handle my panic attacks and just like most he got scared and ran. Because of the split i moved back to my parents house where i suffered major depression. I didnt eat , sleep or even talk to anyone for nearly 3 weeks and finally was hospitalized and was fed by a tube. I called it my zombie faze!!!
After coming home from the hospital i was put on Citalalopram 20mg but had a bad reaction with them so was changed and put on ViePax XL 75mg (Venlafaxine) but was to scared to take them that was in April and I still havent taken them.
I have recently been diagnosed with Morbid Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Depression. I have also just started my therapy which i hope can help as i am not taken any form of medication right now.
Even though im living at home my parents dont understand how i feel. when i have a panic attack my mum just shouts and tells me to calm down, which as she dont know, doesnt help!!!!!
As much as i am grateful for the help and support they have both given me sometimes i feel i am such a strain and problem to them both so i have been having my panic attacks alone without anybody around to help, that way i dont feel so guilty.
Well thats me, i hope to find people out there who can maybe understand and help!! thankyou for your time x
I wrote an introduction before but it was so brief that i felt i needed to start again lol
I have been suffering with Panic attacks and Anxiety since December 2008.My Anxietys/Panic Attacks all started after i split up from my boyfriend of 3 years.
Having the panic attacks as well as other things put a major strain on our realationship, he couldnt handle my panic attacks and just like most he got scared and ran. Because of the split i moved back to my parents house where i suffered major depression. I didnt eat , sleep or even talk to anyone for nearly 3 weeks and finally was hospitalized and was fed by a tube. I called it my zombie faze!!!
After coming home from the hospital i was put on Citalalopram 20mg but had a bad reaction with them so was changed and put on ViePax XL 75mg (Venlafaxine) but was to scared to take them that was in April and I still havent taken them.
I have recently been diagnosed with Morbid Anxiety, Panic Attacks and Depression. I have also just started my therapy which i hope can help as i am not taken any form of medication right now.
Even though im living at home my parents dont understand how i feel. when i have a panic attack my mum just shouts and tells me to calm down, which as she dont know, doesnt help!!!!!
As much as i am grateful for the help and support they have both given me sometimes i feel i am such a strain and problem to them both so i have been having my panic attacks alone without anybody around to help, that way i dont feel so guilty.
Well thats me, i hope to find people out there who can maybe understand and help!! thankyou for your time x