meg86
19-10-09, 10:18
Hello :)
I need bringing back down to earth (again) and just need a little reassurance as my anxiety is sky high at the moment :(.
In May i found a 10p size hard lump on the back of my head, i was terrified and went to my doctor he felt it and said it was very large for a bump to come up like that and sent me for a ultrasound at the hospital.
I was constantly prodding this lump and it caused me sooo much pain!! but i never noticed any pain before i found it, by the time my appointment came at the hospital the lump had really decreased in size and the doctor who carried out the ultrasound couldnt really find it!! he eventually did and my results came back perfectly fine!!
I went to the doctor to discuss the results and he tried to find the lump and couldnt really and said to me that he thinks its bone and my results are fine so theres nothing to worry about! but i told him that i dont think it is bone and that i can feel it even though its really small now and it hurts.
He told me to stop touching it, he would bet money its nothing to worry about and sent me on my way.
I forgot about this for a long time, but as my anxiety is sky high i can still feel it but it hasnt got any bigger, the thing i have found is if i touch it, it will hurt me for around 4 days and then go away, but now i cant stop thinking about it.
I havent touched it for a few days but it hurts a little, and now i cant stop thinking about it :(
My ultrasound and the doctor said its nothing so why cant i just accept this :weep: i also dont know if its hurting more because im concentrating on it.
I just really need to write this down so i dont waste another few months of my life obsessing.
Thanks for reading :) xx
I need bringing back down to earth (again) and just need a little reassurance as my anxiety is sky high at the moment :(.
In May i found a 10p size hard lump on the back of my head, i was terrified and went to my doctor he felt it and said it was very large for a bump to come up like that and sent me for a ultrasound at the hospital.
I was constantly prodding this lump and it caused me sooo much pain!! but i never noticed any pain before i found it, by the time my appointment came at the hospital the lump had really decreased in size and the doctor who carried out the ultrasound couldnt really find it!! he eventually did and my results came back perfectly fine!!
I went to the doctor to discuss the results and he tried to find the lump and couldnt really and said to me that he thinks its bone and my results are fine so theres nothing to worry about! but i told him that i dont think it is bone and that i can feel it even though its really small now and it hurts.
He told me to stop touching it, he would bet money its nothing to worry about and sent me on my way.
I forgot about this for a long time, but as my anxiety is sky high i can still feel it but it hasnt got any bigger, the thing i have found is if i touch it, it will hurt me for around 4 days and then go away, but now i cant stop thinking about it.
I havent touched it for a few days but it hurts a little, and now i cant stop thinking about it :(
My ultrasound and the doctor said its nothing so why cant i just accept this :weep: i also dont know if its hurting more because im concentrating on it.
I just really need to write this down so i dont waste another few months of my life obsessing.
Thanks for reading :) xx